Desires

sometimes what you need it's just a desire.simple easy sharp straight desire. something you can ask to the untouchable space around you and staying straining your ears for the collision to come. even if is usually the sound of emptiness the only sound you gonna ear. not a crash. not a bam. just an air pocket, just a lapse of memory.
but once you kick it out you gonna believe in that desire for the longest istant of your day as if it was true.as if you could touch it. have it. achieve it. 
and you gonna be happy thinking that asking it makes it real and making it real for a while makes you feel alive for a while.
i just need a desire.simple easy sharp straight desire.
i just need to make it real for a deceitful endless moment.
and when i feel it's so real i'm gonna touch it have it bubble it push it feel it breath it.
otherwise...if you never make a wish it will never be granted, if you never make wishes you will never sniff the lovely scent of life sneaking up on you.